UPDATES AND STUFF

previously: lovelydean
this is not a wank free blog. this is not a spoiler free blog. this is a hate free blog.

somewhere between 80-90% spn.

spn posts are not tagged bc well it's like my entire blog????

u r cute and a babe ;*
nice sweater :(

oH GOD BUT GUYS WHAT IF THEY MAKE THE SEASON FINALE WHERE DEAN’S GOING ON A RAMPAGE TRYING TO KILL SOMEONE AND CAS STEPS IN AND HE’S LIKE “DEAN THIS PERSON IS INNOCENT” AND DEAN SWIPES HIM WITH THE BLADE WITHOUT EVEN THINKING ABOUT IT AND CAS’ EYES JUST GO WIDE AND CLUTCHES HIS STOMACH AND THERE’S SO. MUCH. BLOOD. AND HE FALLS TO THE GROUND AND DEAN BREATHES FOR A SECOND BEFORE HIS BRAIN REALIZES WHAT HE JUST DID AND THAT CAS ISN’T HEALING AND CAS ISN’T BLOWING UP BECAUSE CAS’ GRACE BURNED OUT AND HE’S HUMAN AND DEAN JUST HIT A VITAL ORGAN WITH THE BLADE AND THAT SNAPS HIM OUT OF IT AND HE DROPS THE BLADE AN PICKS CAS UP IN HIS ARMS AND HE’S CRYING LIKE “NO NON NO NO NO STAY WITH ME CAS NO YOU CAN’T DIE NOW GOD DAMN IT” AND CAS JUST SMILES BECAUSE HE KNOWS HE’S DYING AND HE’S TIRED AND HE’S OKAY WITH IT BUT HE JUST WISHES IT HAD BEEN ANOTHER WAY AND HE PUTS A HAND ON DEAN’S CHEEK AND SHAKES HIS HEAD “IT’S OKAY.” 

"IT’S NOT OKAY NO IT’S NOT YOU IDIOT YOU GOD DAMN IDIOT IT’S NOT OKAY." "DEAN…" "YOU SHOULD’VE LET ME DO IT, CAS. YOU SHOULD’VE JUST LET ME KILL THE SON OF A BITCH - YOU’RE MORE IMPORTANT THAN HIM." "I COULDN’T STAND BY AND WATCH YOU LOSE MORE OF YOURSELF, DEAN… NOT AGAIN." "[DEAN STARES AT HIM IN AWE BEFORE CHOKING OUT] …WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL ME YOU WERE HUMAN AGAIN?" "[CAS CHUCKLES, BLOOD COMES OUT OF HIS MOUTH] I DIDN’T WANT TO WORRY YOU." "[DEAN CHUCKLES AND IT TRAILS OFF INTO A SOB] YOU STUPID SON OF A BITCH, I’M ALWAYS WORRIED ABOUT YOU. [HIS VOICE CRACKS] I NEED YOU, REMEMBER?” 

CAS LOOKS UP AT DEAN WITH WIDE EYES AND HIS HAND MOVES TO REST ON DEAN’S SHOULDER WHERE THE MARK USED TO BE BECAUSE HE’S LIGHTHEADED AND FUZZY FROM THE LOSS OF BLOOD NOW AND IT’S LIKE HE CAN FEEL HIS GRACE MOVING THROUGH IT AGAIN, “DEAN… I L-” DEAN SHAKES HIS HEAD AND MOVES HIS HAND ONTO CAS’ CHEEK AND SAYS QUIETLY, “NOT LIKE THIS, CAS. NOT HERE. PLEASE.” AND CAS JUST NODS AND THEY STARE AT EACH OTHER, NOT SAYING ANYTHING AS DEAN ROCKS THEM BACK AND FORTH UNTIL CAS’ EYES START TO DROOP SHUT AND HE MANAGES TO GET OUT, “I LOVE YOU, DEAN WINCHESTER,” BEFORE HE DIES

AND THE SEASON ENDS WITH THE CAMERA ZOOMING OUT OF DEAN ON THE FLOOR WITH CAS’ LIFELESS BODY IN HIS ARMS WHILE SAM’S ON WATCHING FROM THE SIDE AND THERE’S ANGELS DEAD BODIES AROUND THEM AND THEN DEAN SCREAMS OUT A SOB AND THEN THE CAMERA FADES TO BLACK

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